iSOLATED pURITY

Synchrodensity

2011-05-03T18:31:00.000+05:30

There must be a way
to welcome joy with open arms
yet they all seem to take away
all the peace and the quiet

There must be a light
that guides us back to our roots
But it's just something flickering
Intermittent & way too bright

Life is not an easy conundrum
a playful riddle or maybe just fiction
a chain of ironies at the fulcrum
and this is as good as it ever gets

That leaves just me and the other me
to laugh & cry
to wonder & sigh
both distant and nigh
stubbornly grounded
simultaneously high.

Discounted Privilege

2011-03-21T13:59:00.005+05:30

Modern Life ! Emergent Behavior
nothing short of killing the savior
flick the switch and let there be light
turn the faucet to flush out of sight

Crunch the numbers and monopoly your game
just so it goes back in the box the same.
the best we can do, is exactly who we are
Throw in some chaos, let's raise the bar.

greystroke

2010-04-13T16:36:00.003+05:30

Peace once wrote a book on nightmares
upon the reckoning of its mortal cage
No reason there no preference shares
I'm halfway between a demon and a sage

as the Shadows crawl
across unflinching faces
A swarm of hooded crazies
marches through the horizon
pulling at my sleeves
with unblinking eyes

Noone can tell me what i'm really thinking
I just got to ask.. why do you even try ?

Is this a test ?
Or just one of your tricks ?
Whatever the rest...
marks the tone of my belligerence

I just got to ask
why should i even need a rhyme ?
Who am I to please this time ?

Let me check
Just a sec
what the heck
demon dead

The digits flip

2010-01-04T23:31:00.002+05:30

Couldn't have asked for a better beginning
The dawn of Decisive Wastelands
Of Thorns and wind sculpted sand
Born into being, of a blue moon eclipse

I'm Entranced to a treat by the clouds' shadow play
And serpentine horizons gathering in a grand tale

Predators scraping the bowels of roadkill
Scavengers worshiped with diamonds and diesel
Pheromones infesting with a pest like frenzy
While the Parasites thrive to rule them all.

Tranquility of Zero G

2010-01-04T23:26:00.002+05:30

I climb a high roof; and I get thrown off the edge
I fall, I finish, & bury myself.
Then I walk away to the edge of the precipice.
And I fly down the cliff.

as a draft lifts me against gravity's will,
I see for the first time
the essence of so many lifetimes,
descending through the axis of time

A building on a cliff on top of another.
I can just go on jumping out to the endless bottom
this innate knowledge may not necessarily be
A shared understanding nor will it become.

But it gives me peace.
to know how indestructible i am
Even in the stillness
where gravity will win.

The Machine Stops

2009-11-23T13:57:00.002+05:30

in this small blip of existence
in a lifeline on a timeline
delicate threads folding
their way out of knots

there once was a steadfast bedrock
And I blindly believed ...
that it lay beneath and beyond all there is.
but the only fabric of reality is dreamlike chaos

cling on to what I miss the most
or claw my way back into dungeons and spirals

The machine just takes a momentary pause
when it realizes that it is.
And in all my self indulgence
I've turned hostile on myself

I'll make my peace within me after this...

Avarice

2009-05-22T14:08:00.003+05:30

(Some syllables are not to be just let out in the open...
I therefore return to this repository of my demonic encounters with myself,
been a long break)

oh mankind i hear your cursed soul
wailing slob & sufferning cold

Killing your newborn dreams
Before they make you walk
your decaying faith
cause they act in unexpected ways
And you can't let go of your modernity

Always scared to fall in
The Abyss of evolved reality
Torching Everything once alive
Flames the only source of light
encapsulated and pimped..
what you always wanted.

I turn to sloth
to save me from
the wrath of my knowledge
The lesser sin
the highest crime
but we're playing as a team
aren't we?

Sounds like a secret organization but is a spider box

2008-08-11T03:24:00.000+05:30

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78mm Curtain Raiser

2008-08-10T20:24:00.001+05:30

I've moved my existance to

www.78mmadventures.com

cRoSS rOaDs

2008-05-20T21:44:00.004+05:30

How great... or how vainly average
every passing moment in time
In the ire of a post Collision stillness
Inaction will be our only crime

Reinventing the steel
to dig out our humble bloody roots
and see what we're really made of.

spilling out our guts
in the face of this volcanic wind
And witness what we're here for

No Religion's no more an authentication
of mass manufactured human souls
No standards to validate our motivations
self destruction's become our only goal

eNd oF tHe tUnNeL

2008-04-22T14:21:00.002+05:30

Retain no points of reference
As it all crumbles and vapourizes
Like pressurized steam throuth memory cells

Unrestrained destruction in waves after wave
Is only a temporary restoration of balance somewhere

So I abandon everything I think I know
and start from scratch for a sacred death
as the vision dissolves my engulfing chaos
And corners me enough to burst out in flames

Release , unleash, accelerate
and deep freeze in entropy
Vivid dance of phantom unicorns
The tunnel sppeds by with contracted time

And blackness grips

rIGHTEOUSLY Lost

2008-03-11T01:10:00.006+05:30

Somewhere between alive and dead
We're all just hanging by a thread
Any moment now... the tide will turn
As gravity ends its amused sojourn.

Bent into submission to
The dominant force of the time
To be spent from the empty barrel
Or go slick with hunger for no crime.

Shocked into a nervous freeze
Our Spines like pounded twigs
Till we sway with the breeze
And readily yes sir the gigs.

Insubordination to the system will put me
In extremely uncomfortable situations
Only inconvenienced in other ways than
The slow rot of a monthly compensation.

It all boils down to just this one...
If we have the balls to do it at all
Then we may know that freedom is true
To those who seek without expecting to find.

Dead End

2008-02-19T23:41:00.000+05:30

Self deception more than replaces natural selection
As the tool for our evolution into this compost heap
The very tools we own end up owning us in defection
Afterall Its what we've sown... but have yet to reap

The spirit thats fit to
no longer cares to survive
And leaves the flesh...
with hardly a fleeting regret

Unsung songs just keep on piling up
while unborn dreams are dying on me
Unwanted I become when I'm too many
The Undead ain't living as I've come to be

Its just the wave crusts in this lethal ocean
as the razor edged peaks of change in motion
Only able to breathe when I'm floating free
but still determined on swimming ashore

Time to pray a fond farewell
to inner peace... my friend

Singularity

2008-01-29T02:21:00.000+05:30

Can i ever be single minded
about not doubting my own existence.

when I see the sun. set upon our souls
And rise in the heart of a machine in me

Not dead yet, just numb
A kind of dangerous free Dum
[B silent]
the dead silence preys on
this deafning war in it's mind

the alien sun that's rising now
will set in but another few hours

then the night which knows
as I've always known
like never before
will shadow this mind
lead it into it's core...

mIcRoCoSm

2008-01-04T17:40:00.000+05:30

The more I try to clear my mind
the more it fills itself with noise
such morbid ways of an instinctual grind
it's supposed to make us men from boys

As the lethal fear of impending doom
grips the guitar in my empty room
I try but see no sense in holding back
whatever's to come on the unbeaten track

So I make sure I’m in a turbulent ride
life's no fun till there's nothing to hide
A gregorian shift of the planetary maze
a game of some mist in the vacuum of space

well I understand the creator's innate intentions
when nature destroys life imprejudiced by case.
It's in our race to consume our way to heaven.
where we've tripped beyond the point of no return
into the era of beginning... of the death of birth

buy buy mother earth

bye bye mother earth

sEnSiBiLiTiEs: Here it comes

2008-01-01T23:38:00.000+05:30

The impending sudden loss
when control goes for a toss
And it has to come across
that we can't press the pause.

Cataclysmic shift in the structure
begins to show through the rupture
Horrors unravel.. all systems fail
decay sets in like blood in every grail.

I dreamt of our return to prehistoric ape
but I got an interview on my gaia's tape
Mother nature is coming to clear the crowd
we're all going down. It's clear and loud.

Tectonic explosion of a rattling omen
what's left of being human in this electric ocean
Like light in crypts for misguided dreams
we can begin to smell our vision's screams

www.skil.org

2007-12-08T01:12:00.001+05:30

cHAPTER ___cIPHER

2007-12-07T22:46:00.001+05:30

      I'm challanged to oscillate
Between my wildest extremes...
      My mind becomes its own enemy
Foolproofing defences it seems

      As if life is slowly climbing
            Up spiral stairways of acid bonds
       Between parallelisms of God's DNA
             No surprise how it all corresponds

                                clumsy, weak & resolute...
                                        completely left on it's own
                                  This naive concern
                                            With saving what matters

                                          Like a perpetual waking dream
                                                  In the stoney unrevealing eyes
                                           Hey it ain't getting any better
                                                 No lasting peace, that money buys

Basics, hard basics of existence..
Unseen... so massively in transition
Like a ritual first vision of apocalypse
And its random swift motion with imprejudice

InDust Reality

2007-12-04T02:07:00.000+05:30

Isn't that Really what
It has Accomplished for Us
While pumping Gasolene in our Veins

Like its menacing mechanical sound of death
And It's nagging hunger for more and more horrors

Just watch as it ploughs through the ocean and land
Sows the seed of our knowledge in mind's seismic faults
Systematically contaminating our wisdom gland
Free the test tubes in all the biotech vaults..

And whatever the consequences then
Its "civilization" in utmost respectable terms

And won't it be pleased
If we squat on all fours
Put our necks in it's chains...

The Gateways are ours

And something is screaming
Thats going to make of us
What we can truly are
If we look long and deep inside

The gateways are ours
The portals of new wars
The gateways are ours
We can handle the scars...

AdVeNtUrE

2007-12-01T14:26:00.002+05:30

Uninstitutionalized randomness
Non judgemental curiosity
Misdirection to the system
Of a routine hypocricy

Deliberate uncertainity
Roads behind the misty mountains
A sudden turn untravelled before
Adrenaline in waves unraveled for sure

The terrain can't overcome
This wandering thirst for beyond.

So I let the grimness fall right through me
For the sake of those diamonds of hope
In all the corrosive broth of reality
I'm the sieve that gets drenched in the process...
W i t h o u t A n y R e m o r s e .

Dr. Devil

2007-11-16T22:30:00.000+05:30

Dispel deny distort defy
Delusional divide … detoxify
Doors are down. Abomination defined
Dusk to dawn, dance of death in the sky

Down the drain dateless time spirals by
Blood will rain and wash the lies
Does the moon hear a lonely wolf’s call?
Straight to the bowels of earth now fall.

Dare to describe… to decipher this dialect
A display of doom… this demonic intellect
Definite destruction is embedded in the tide
Dwellers of hell… its time to decide

Darkness … disorder
Blast the border
Pause to ponder
Strike and slaughter
Laugh …. louder

Hit back …. Harder

between two twilights... but on the Dark side of life...2nd november... 2004....

Perpetual Darkness

2007-10-30T02:19:00.000+05:30

Theres a rightful need in the greed somehow
To salvage whats left of a human instinct
We awaken to the finality of wisdom's end

Theres a heavy lure in madness somehow
Like in a blackout of all guiding lights
Even the moon burns with a bitter vengeance

There are no spoons
There are us loons
Our holocaust noon
Is rising too soon

Perpetual darkness...

On every kingdom's throne
In all the deity's homes
On sacred alter stones
Have we still not seen

Perpetual darkness...

There will be nothing left
That we can own
But our thoughts and dreams
O what could have we been

perpetual darkness...
are we still not seeing
perpetual darkness...
have we still not seen

enough!

http://www.cc.gatech.edu/people/home/idris/Essays/
Sagan_The_Demon_Haunted_World_Excerpt.htm

continuous u turn

2007-10-22T22:39:00.000+05:30

What the hell am I thinking about
I must be nuts...

I'm supposed to act like they aren't here
It may just be my imagination

But whatever it is that's watching...
It's not human..
Unlike little dark eyed doanna...
It doesn't ever blink.

What does the scanner see...
Into the head,
down into the heart
does it see into me... into us ?
clearly ? ... or darkly ?

I hope it sees clearly...
because I can't any longer...
see into myself.
I see only mirk.

I hope for everyone's sake...
that the scanners do better.
because if the scanner sees only darkly the way I do...
then I'm cursed... and cursed again.

and we're only wanted dead this way...
knowing very little...
a n d g e t t i n g t h a t f r a g m e n t w r o n g t o o

- excerpts from the screenplay of ' A Scanner Darkly ' filmed on an animated keanu reeves...

- - - Oh my victim of righteousness on the glorious road to hell...

- - - intentions don't count. action does.

bAD lANGUAGE

2007-10-16T12:48:00.000+05:30

This is the deserved trajectory of our fate
our lurching rampage up to the edge of our cliff
chocking our arteries with corporations and senates
watch out for the spine of atlas going stiff.

radical sadistically is tactically impractical
our miracle now basically irretractably mechanical
we've gutted the bowels of earth & smoked it up
we're carving her bones for ornaments of plastic dolls

the remedy is not turning around and fleeing
but accelerating the stock index.
mass extinction of homo detritus
mass salvation for the planet.

http://www.whatawaytogomovie.com/

www.growthmadness.org